no words

I need to write.

But I'm not really in a space where words can come easily.

And I see i'm not suited to the more traditional long distance relationship, because only having a few hours a week to talk to the man I love more than anything in the world is slowly driving me nuts. (Yeah, zibblsnrt's power is *still* off, and he's hoping it'll be back tomorrow, but realistically he says probably Thursday, and in the worst case, next Monday. I told him I was calling every night until the power was back on.)

But we sit on the edge of October. And I hate October. And I have to hold together somehow, and I don't know how that's going to happen. I'll figure it out somehow, though.

Whee. In the meantime, I'm going to see if I can find words.