no words

[katster]

I need to write.

But I'm not really in a space where words can come easily.

And I see i'm not suited to the more traditional long distance relationship, because only having a few hours a week to talk to the man I love more than anything in the world is slowly driving me nuts. (Yeah, zibblsnrt's power is *still* off, and he's hoping it'll be back tomorrow, but realistically he says probably Thursday, and in the worst case, next Monday. I told him I was calling every night until the power was back on.)

But we sit on the edge of October. And I hate October. And I have to hold together somehow, and I don't know how that's going to happen. I'll figure it out somehow, though.

Whee. In the meantime, I'm going to see if I can find words.

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[archangelbeth]

*hug*

Long distance relationships are tough. Especially without email. (And even with email, well, someone racked up a $300 phone bill one month. Er.)

Good luck. Think of it this way -- I had to do two semesters at UTx before I could move up to NH. O:J

[katster.livejournal.com]

yeah, I managed to rack up a hundred dollar cell phone bill, and that's with calling cards for calling Zibb. It's much better now, that I can pick up the phone and cover it.

And yeah, I've got to get through these next two semesters and take a huge look at what needs to happen next. Plus, I need to keep an eye on the political situation and stuff. But soon it will happen, and in the meantime, we've both got to get through this the best we can.

And you and inflection (William Keith from the mailing list -- he's my GM and we hang around the same places) have something in common, you're both UTx grads. :)

-kat