you win.

[katster]

pain.

all that's out there. pain. *sigh* i suck.

if you don't want to be friends with me, i can understand. i'm mean, petty, vindictive, all those things. i'm a horrible person.

maybe, just maybe, i don't need to be here anymore. what here is is left to the viewer. i won't be stupid, don't worry about that part. not here doesn't involve giving up my life, i'm not that selfish.

*sigh* be back in a few days, with posts. Maybe. we'll see if i can climb out of this pit. or go find myself on the mountaintop.

see you when i come back.

Comments

[lurkerdrome.livejournal.com]

No idea what the heck is going on, but I'll pitch in a great big *HUG* too...you shouldn't cut yourself so low. You're one of the most mellow people I know, I can't picture you being any of those things you called yourself. Everyone has bad days...bad weeks...bad years...whatever the case may be, it's just something that happens, and the people who really care about you will understand and won't let that screw things up. *hugs*