kerthunk

[katster]

What's it matter anyway?

Sitting on the steps of South Hall, and I only got two acknowledgements that I was even there, from one student and one teacher.

who the hell am I trying to kid? I don't belong here. I don't belong here. I don't think I belong anywhere.

sickening dread.

lonely.

and all that remains is me. Good ol' Kat. Who blends in with the scenery and can never manage to keep herself together.

all that remains is me. lonely me.

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Hey Katster

[siliconshaman.livejournal.com]

< Hug ref="gentle"> {{{{{HUGS}}}}}} < /hug >

Wherever you are, that's where you belong. After all, you're there.

So what if the boogas didn't notice you. Did you notice all of them ?
It ain't quantity that counts, it's quality.
We, your friends, know who Kat is, and we love you all the same.

and yeah, I have my; "I think I'll go eat worms." moments too. [and hours, and days, and weeks....].
The thing is.... They pass.

But it still sucks when the ol'black dog of depression is chewing your ass !
So you have my sympathy and understanding, as well as my freindship.