Ruminations on the edge...

[katster]

I hate these ads: "Your Computer is Currently Broadcasting An Internet IP Address. With this Address, Someone Can Immediately Begin Attacking Your Computer!"

Duh. Your computer needs to broadcast that address for you to be on the Internet, y'morons who are scaring people for no good reason. :P

*sigh* anyway. I feel helpless at the moment. I've got a friend who's going through some rough times, and I'll be damned if I know what I can do to help him/her. The person's had a rough few months, and if I didn't know any better, I'd think I just wasn't wanted no more. And I know that's not true, but it's hard to keep that in mind. Especially when the person seems to be slipping out of my grasp, and making vague motions towards that bugaboo suicide. And I just don't know what to do.

I swear, if that punk Universe is going to make any more trouble in mine or my friends lives, I'm going to hunt him down and kick him in the teeth until he gets the fucking point.

*sigh* Yeah, that's it.

o/~ Letting the days go by/ let the water hold me down/ Letting the days go by/ water flowing underground/ into the blue again/ after the money's gone/ once in a lifetime/ water flowing underground o/~

Same as it ever was, indeed. :P

Comments

[smcwhort.livejournal.com]

I hate that "totally useless" feeling I get when I hear about problems my friends are having, too. About all I know how to do is persist ... be there and do what I can.

I hate that feeling that someone's slipping away from me, too. Lately I've just been putting that feeling aside and doing what I do out of loving concern, leaving my needs out of the mix. That's also difficult.

Good song lyrics. :) They'll lead you to get some emotional distance from the situation, if you concentrate on being the water ...