chaos follows me like moths to a candle flame...

[katster]

Here I was, trying to decide about moving in the short term.

...and the long-term plan of moving in with Luns crashed and burned at my feet.

Logically, it makes perfect sense. Logically, I can't fault his logic (I don't know how much beyond Spring of '04 I'm going to be in the US, let alone in the Bay Area).

Emotionally, I feel somewhat betrayed. And angry at myself for not moving out with him last October when I had the chance, and I wonder if I'm going to be a fitting roommate for anybody.

I think I'll go cry for a while now.

[i need a "sad" userpic.]

Comments

[griffen.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I'm so sorry. I know it sucks when plans fall through like this.

[rickvs.livejournal.com]

Sorry things are going poorly. Here's a sad userpic:

http://www.concentric.net/~erick/katsad.jpg

[loopychew.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[dizzdvl.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I have had evil roommates before and it sucked. A friend gave me some advice at the time, so I am passing it on. Ignore it if you want. He said to ignore her. Not point blank wow that person doesn't exist ignore her, but just don't engage her in conversation or anything. SO I did. I needed a roommate because I needed to pay the rent, but that didn't mean I had to be friends with her. I think she got a Hi once a day. Other than that we didn't speajk, and that was just fine with me! (Granted this behavior took its toll on her and *she* chose to move out *grin*) Hang in there...you will find a roommate you enjoy or you will find an apartment you can afford on your own! *hugs*

[http://users.livejournal.com/killjoy_/]

*fuzzlehug* I'm sorry, kats... a solution will surface sooner or later... and I guess... well. I don't know what else to say so I'll stop here.