*hurt*

It'll have passed in the morning, but it hurts like hell right now.

All I want, all I really want right now, is to be able to give zibblsnrt one gigantic great big hug, and just to feel his physical presence again.

It's a very long way to Halifax, and it's a very long time until I get to see him again, and it's been a very long time since I did get to see him...

God is an iron, to put two people so right for one another so goddamn geographically far away. :P

flying...

American Airlines 3365
Nonstop

Depart - Thu. Jan. 30 7:40 AM
International, San Francisco, CA, US (SFO)

Arrive - Thu. Jan. 30 9:12 AM
John Wayne Intl, Santa Ana, CA, US (SNA)

American Airlines 3366
Nonstop

Depart - Mon. Feb. 3 12:00 PM
John Wayne Intl, Santa Ana, CA, US (SNA)

Arrive - Mon. Feb. 3 1:22 PM
International, San Francisco, CA, US (SFO)

yeah, I'm going to San Diego.. :) gonna visit with jrenken and go to this conference, and just have a blast. Yeah, I know I'm going through John Wayne, because going through San Diego would probably be a silly thing on super bowl weekend. :)

i hate this...

yep, I'm sure there's something in this universe that can't stand to see me happy. Because every time I claw back, something steps on my hands.

i'm tired of it.

Fig Newtons?

griffen brought up the truly wonderful story of the Fig Newtons, and how they made this one guy feel loved.

And I realized I'm not sure what my fig newtons are. :P

it's really too bad, because after a day like today, I could really use a few.