pit of despair

[katster]

o/~ nobody likes me/ everybody hates me/ guess I'm gonna eat some worms. o/~

I am very very tired right now, and pondering the advantages and disadvantages of just going completely net.dead. But I don't know if that's the best solution at the moment. All I know is that I'm tired, and burnt out, and net things don't hold the interest they did. I know of one huge problem going net.dead, and I'm not sure how I'd work around that one.

but I'm just so very very tired. and I'm trying to avoid the yawning gap, and failing miserably. and no, I don't think it's just going home, although I'm starting to think that I hate the doctor I see up here for some of my problems. I don't know. it's all pretty confusing at the moment.

And I just feel so very very alone.

But it doesn't really matter, does it?

I just...don't know anymore...

Comments

[siliconshaman.livejournal.com]

{{{hugs}}}

We'd miss you. But if you gotta do it, then you gotta do it.

[shadur.livejournal.com]

*wordless hug*

[midevil.livejournal.com]

Hugs.

[jenny_evergreen]

I'm thinking of you. I've been that burned out, and I did make dramatic changes and that helped. I also discovered that being busy helped me. I wish I could help you.

[ladycalliope.livejournal.com]

Vacation from net is SO good for a person sometimes. I went up to Tahoe last summer without my laptop... walked around, saw the sights, played some slots, read a book. Then I came back to all of my net friends and told them about the wonderful time I had.

It's not an all-or-nothing thing.

If you're staying up late just to be online, perhaps this feeling of burnout is telling you that you need more sleep instead?