spiritually ill.

Be rational. if it were only that easy. If only I could turn my feelings off...things would be a lot easier. but I'm cursed to *feel*.

and there is no worse curse on this planet.

still blah, and ill on top of it. And nobody seems to quite understand.

yeah, I think I'll be out a few more days, my emotions are still topsy turvy.

Three cheers for my alma mater!

Because things like this happen only at Cal...
http://news.bbc.co.uk/hi/english/education/newsid_1832000/1832279.stm

(Before anybody thinks we're really a bunch of oddballs, DE-Cal is short for Democratic Education at Cal, classes taught by students for students. I took history of Cal and perl coding in this fashion, and most of the times, the classes are worth it. And you can only take the classes P/NP. Very much worth it, though...)