you win.

pain.

all that's out there. pain. *sigh* i suck.

if you don't want to be friends with me, i can understand. i'm mean, petty, vindictive, all those things. i'm a horrible person.

maybe, just maybe, i don't need to be here anymore. what here is is left to the viewer. i won't be stupid, don't worry about that part. not here doesn't involve giving up my life, i'm not that selfish.

*sigh* be back in a few days, with posts. Maybe. we'll see if i can climb out of this pit. or go find myself on the mountaintop.

see you when i come back.